...pressure..
starting to feel the pressure of NCC postings.....i've failed in so many areas in my life.....i even failed to get a good post in the prefects...i'm such a failure.....i've decided to totally heck care about the prefects!!! I MUST CHIONG NCC LIKE I'VE NEVER CHIONG BEFORE....had decided to secrifice my prefects performance rehersal just to be on time for NCC.....and the consequence was that i was out of the performance....guess it was worth it...if its for NCC.....this is the last chance to gain back my self confidence.....i have to give NCC all i've got.....i must not fail..!!!....friday's (14/07/06) training was rather sucessful....missed the debrief cause i thought everybody went home liao but turned up that they were behind where i was sitting and than kenna suan... -_-" ... than was supposed to wait for fadzli to come online....wait wait wait....wait until sleep...sry fadzli!!
Saturday went tfor tuition...than later went to compass for lunch...after that went to tem's house to see her doggies......hang around till 10pm.....damn late......
Sunday was the day of the performance...in the morning kenna pissed off by the bloody vice head...than heck care and thought could enjoy the day cause i was out of the performance and was supposed to be free.....but in the end Ridwan called and asked me to help out the NCC duties.....we were supposed to do crowd control.....quickly got changed and went down to meet them....the crowd was very relax until the performance started....they started to push to the front....had to reinforce the exit line to prevent blockages...after everything went to pp with brig and company to punggol plaza....eat alittle than went home......such a busy weekend
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